Does anybody else eat in the bathroom?
Sometimes I like to have my meals in the bathroom... I know it's kind of gross but it just seems more efficient if I know I'm gonna purging anyway. Plus the bathroom locks and is private, nobody can...
View Articledepressed / thoughts of suicide after purging
TW, I know this is a sensitive topic A lot of times, after I've been binging and purging for hours, I feel calm and stoic. Lately though, I often feel an overwhelming sense of sadness after I finish. I...
View Articleanyone else a “high functioning” bulimic/AN-p
sometimes i feel a little different because i have a full time job, i make good money & have a healthy relationship. i purge pretty regularly, exercise pretty obsessively but it doesn’t consume my...
View ArticleWhat did you just throw up?
Mine was Sweet and Sour Chicken Balls, loads of them. God help me
View Articlesome harm reduction tips?
hii!! i tend to purge usually but i'm kinda scared of the longterm consequences lol. what are some jarm reduction tips, besides the obvious "don't purge"?
View ArticleB/p the same things every day
Does anyone else b/p the same stuff every day as a routine? But I'm still just as excited for it each day LMAO... Like girl chill it's the same desserts as you've had every single day for months now...
View Articleany recommendations?
so I was at the dentist an hour ago and I asked him if there are any products I can use to protect my teeth enamel since I think mine is weak, he suggested to use Biorepair but states that it can only...
View ArticleChocolate doesn't taste sweet coming back up. Does it mean the sugar got...
I often binge on a few chocolate bars, together about 600/700 grams of chocolate (I eat a 'normal' meal before that to make the purge easier - like boiled vegetables or a salad). It takes me around an...
View ArticleBulimia nightmare
I had my first day b/p free in about 8 or 9 yesterday and of course, I get greeted with a nightmare about it. Basically. I was purging as usual. in my bathroom, which is actually kinda unusual for me,...
View ArticleBulimia nostalgia in recovery
I am currently in recovery from bulimia, and I am experiencing something I never experienced in anorexia recovery: an intense sense of nostalgia. When I was recovering from anorexia, I felt more and...
View ArticleMake friends? (especially from Canada!)
This forum is larger than other ones so I thought maybe I'd try here. Anyone wants to be friends? Nobody in my life currently knows I am bulimic or have an eating disorder.
View ArticleBulimia Edition. What triggered you today?( TW)
Triggered in general Or triggered you to vomit.
View Articlewhat foods do you hate to purge?
for me it's doritos which i recently learned. it feels like defecating out of your mouth, like seriously the most disgusting thing ive purged ever
View ArticleHow many hours have you been purge free?
I made a new thread coz the old one was.. old. Stole the idea from EDC bc we need this too. Basically everyone in wether you try to be purge free or not. I had this distant thought yesterday that if I...
View Articleso how long does it ACTUALLY take for calories to be absorbed?
i know this is asked here all the time, sorry!! but i usually purge roughly 20 mins after my last bite, and tonight i went out w family and didn’t have the opportunity to purge until like. 90 minutes...
View Articleso manic sometimes
i j get this urge to change, to not be disordered anymore i have all these big plans on how i can turn my life around and i'm so aware of how if i do not take control of my own life and take action,...
View ArticlePictures of Binge Haul 7!
Decided to start a new thread since the other was getting laggy but here are some past b/p pics to add a bit of color as I haven’t had a chance to have a proper binge this week!
View ArticlePurging (sometimes) gives me a rush of euphoria
I have never really discussed this before and don't want to sound crazy, but sometimes, not all the times but often, I will get a rush of euphoria and energy and joy after purging. Does anyone else...
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