Does anybody else eat in the bathroom?
Sometimes I like to have my meals in the bathroom... I know it's kind of gross but it just seems more efficient if I know I'm gonna purging anyway. Plus the bathroom locks and is private, nobody can...
View Articledepressed / thoughts of suicide after purging
TW, I know this is a sensitive topic A lot of times, after I've been binging and purging for hours, I feel calm and stoic. Lately though, I often feel an overwhelming sense of sadness after I finish. I...
View Articleanyone else a âhigh functioningâ bulimic/AN-p
sometimes i feel a little different because i have a full time job, i make good money & have a healthy relationship. i purge pretty regularly, exercise pretty obsessively but it doesnât consume my...
View ArticleWhat did you just throw up?
Mine was Sweet and Sour Chicken Balls, loads of them. God help me
View Articlesome harm reduction tips?
hii!! i tend to purge usually but i'm kinda scared of the longterm consequences lol. what are some jarm reduction tips, besides the obvious "don't purge"?
View ArticleB/p the same things every day
Does anyone else b/p the same stuff every day as a routine? But I'm still just as excited for it each day LMAO... Like girl chill it's the same desserts as you've had every single day for months now...
View Articleany recommendations?
so I was at the dentist an hour ago and I asked him if there are any products I can use to protect my teeth enamel since I think mine is weak, he suggested to use Biorepair but states that it can only...
View ArticleChocolate doesn't taste sweet coming back up. Does it mean the sugar got...
I often binge on a few chocolate bars, together about 600/700 grams of chocolate (I eat a 'normal' meal before that to make the purge easier - like boiled vegetables or a salad). It takes me around an...
View ArticleBulimia nightmare
I had my first day b/p free in about 8 or 9 yesterday and of course, I get greeted with a nightmare about it. Basically. I was purging as usual. in my bathroom, which is actually kinda unusual for me,...
View ArticleBulimia nostalgia in recovery
I am currently in recovery from bulimia, and I am experiencing something I never experienced in anorexia recovery: an intense sense of nostalgia. When I was recovering from anorexia, I felt more and...
View ArticleMake friends? (especially from Canada!)
This forum is larger than other ones so I thought maybe I'd try here. Anyone wants to be friends? Nobody in my life currently knows I am bulimic or have an eating disorder.
View ArticleBulimia Edition. What triggered you today?( TW)
Triggered in general Or triggered you to vomit.
View Articlewhat foods do you hate to purge?
for me it's doritos which i recently learned. it feels like defecating out of your mouth, like seriously the most disgusting thing ive purged ever
View ArticleHow many hours have you been purge free?
I made a new thread coz the old one was.. old. Stole the idea from EDC bc we need this too. Basically everyone in wether you try to be purge free or not. I had this distant thought yesterday that if I...
View Articleso how long does it ACTUALLY take for calories to be absorbed?
i know this is asked here all the time, sorry!! but i usually purge roughly 20 mins after my last bite, and tonight i went out w family and didnât have the opportunity to purge until like. 90 minutes...
View Articleso manic sometimes
i j get this urge to change, to not be disordered anymore i have all these big plans on how i can turn my life around and i'm so aware of how if i do not take control of my own life and take action,...
View ArticlePictures of Binge Haul 7!
Decided to start a new thread since the other was getting laggy but here are some past b/p pics to add a bit of color as I havenât had a chance to have a proper binge this week!
View ArticlePurging (sometimes) gives me a rush of euphoria
I have never really discussed this before and don't want to sound crazy, but sometimes, not all the times but often, I will get a rush of euphoria and energy and joy after purging. Does anyone else...
View Article30+ with bulimia and no family
Are you alone and doubt you will have a family / Puking your guts out? Feel free to write here or PM. / are there others. My chance in finding People to talk to in Stockholm equals zero. Everyone has...
View Articlepurging with acrylic nails
yâall. i have longish nails rn and damn why is my throat bleeding.. anyone else?? any suggestions??
View ArticleI just had one of my biggest binges yet
I didnât even want to but I did it anyways. I purged a lot of it. But Iâm still feeling so guilty and fat. I need to gain weight, but I donât want to do it in this way. Tomorrow is going to be so hard...
View Articlewhat do you think about/do while purging?
for me it is self loathingđđ. I think to myself stuff like "what are you doing with your life" "is it really worth it" "I didn't even enjoy this binge" "is this what you truly want out of life" etc etc...
View ArticleNever eating outside of B/P, but still gained almost 10 kg?
Since around January, I have not eaten a single meal outside of binging/purging, which happens around 7 times/day. My binges are usually upwards of 5000 kcal, but Iâd like to think Iâm at least...
View Articlepurging blood (from a scratched throat)
okay so i purged blood just there right, but im almost certain that ive just scratched my throat (iâve not quite cracked hands free purging yet), but im just checking, obviously its not exactly good...
View ArticleMultitasking while purging
Does anyone else multitask while purging? Definitely while binging haha, but also purging - later on during flushing, I drink some water and go on my phone for like a min to let it mix in my stomach...
View Articlepurging 5 hours after binging. am I cooked?
I ate too much and then I binged so I basically binged for 5 hours and now idk if I can get everything out đ it was all stuff like Greek yogurt mixed with jello instant pudding, cottage cheese, rice...
View ArticleBulimics! What are your hobbies?
I'll start. 3d printing, researching/reading (anything) mostly tech/medical/futurism & ai, crafts like cricut, sublimation and making stuff, messing around with ai, watching tv / youtube
View Articleteenagers with bulimia
I was just wondering if there were any teenagers with bulimia that wanted to share their experiences, iâm 14 iâve had an ed for 3 years now and ive seen loads of people on this forum that are older...
View ArticlePOST WHATEVER YOU ARE THINKING: BULIMIA EDITION
Similar to CuriousYulia's thread in the anorexia discussions forum! Post whatever bulimic thoughts you're thinking and get it off your chest lmao
View Articleplease help me feel less alone
I just ate a fucking jar of nutella throughout my binge. A whole fucking 500g of nutella. And that was like the topping of my binge foods. I donât know why but it feels like a really low point right...
View ArticleGetting hungry again right after purge
Does anyone experience the same? Right after I purge, I hungry again and want to start all over again with b/p, which is so frustrating and no satisfactionâŚ
View Articledo you guys prefer being hot or cold while purging?
I usually hate it when I start sweating during purging but idk why maybe it's because I'm used to being cold but summer purging is the WORST
View Articlehow many of y'all have an ed that's not straight up bulimia?
(as one of them) ik there are a lot of people that have an-bp/ednos/other disorders with similarities to bulimia who hang out here instead of/in addition to other forums, i was just curious about the...
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